Soooo last night I spent the night in the Fort Drum area in a motel with this amazingly sexy soldier. I have a HUGE crush on him, but I can't let him know that because if I do I have a feeling that he will up and disappear. Especially since he has commitment issues from his last girlfried/fiance. I swear why must girls always mess it up for everyone else? Oh well. I don't think he knows it yet, but he's about to be addicted to me QUICK.
......And I still haven't gotten a job yet. I'm not really feeling this whole big girl thing.
